Time flies so fast, terrribly fast I tell you! I can't believe its already JULY. That is seriously fast. I am so excited for everything:

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO IN MUGGER MODE. I don't want to end up as the LOSER in my O's and my final year!! NEVER!
(that's a little dramatic, but you get my point)

great, so yesterday (technically cos now is 1am) I didn't take my Biology test, because I had no clue about it. So I mugged for Maths. Then pathetic 20 minutes of ball, and Chemistry, which I too ended up mugging for Maths. Then I had my Maths paper, for 20 minutes.

BREAK

Continue with another hour of Maths..and an hour Literature (thank God....!) and then another hour of Mathszxzxz. Last 30 minutes of the day, a sub teacher came, and I mugged for Maths again. After school, I had to take my Maths paper 1.

This is so mind boggling! D:

I'm going to hit the hay now, don't want to look stoned and dazed during grad class photo taking, yes it's my final year. I don't care if I repeated that again. I love saying that. You know it makes you feel senior-ly, when deep down you're really not. I don't even know the lower secondary students - except those of my CCAs of course.

That too, I'm not entirely close to them. Nevermind who cares, its my final year anyway, (muahhaa)

Cheerios, and Good Mornin'! ;-)

Searching for what was right before my eyes...It was me who didnt realize.Till it was gone but now I know I need you in my life.

Boy I need you bad as my heartbeat, bad like the food I eat..
Bad as the air I breath, baby I want you bad.
I need you bad I can’t take this pain, boy I’m ’bout to go insane - baby I need you bad.
I need you, I need you, what I gotta do? Baby I want you bad.
I need you,I need you,
Do it all for you.. Baby I need you.

xoxo

voeI've been in really bad shape lately, I had really high fever yesterday night, about around 38.8. And thank God my sis and my bro in law came home last night, they took care of me and stuff, felt better. I went to the doctor too in the afternoon today, and they were so many cute young boys..they were so adorable! I think I'm starting to get really excited for my nephew who's due this coming October!

Oh yeah, so I've got 3 days of mc, which means, I'll only be back on Friday. I'm so jealous that my sis got to eat thosai today..and I requested for some ladu!!! Now that I'm feeling much much much better, why not just eat it right.... Speaking of which, I am officially emetophobic! I've had stomach flu twice and I started fearing I had it again last night when I puked four times and once this morning. Gross!

And lately, I've realised that perhaps I'm not quite of a good person as I thought I was or should have been. I can never repay those kind actions and sincere thoughts of those people whom I have grudges on. I feel that its being rude and plus I don't know how else to say thank you to them. Firstly, how do you actually simply forget rude actions or offensive remarks by someone so easily. Is it even possible to accept apologies. Perhaps. You can forgive someone, but it is very hard to forget what they've done. That's what JL said once during History class when we were all busy doing essays..and I read somewhere that same thing I mention..and I really have to agree..

Which reminds me, I'm so glad you read the email I sent you Pamm! I thought you wouldn't read it... And I realise now, if there's something that one has to look for in someone, I'd vote for sincerity.

I miss you Pamm, now's my turn for hectic examinations.

I was like a zombie last night, I knocked off early - half an hour or so after dinner. Don't know why I felt so lethargic.

Then I had a dream of my skin peeling...I was peeling it everywhere, and I was groaning about the time I always spent lotioning myself, and yet I have such dark black skin peeling off...And when I woke up, I felt chills all over my body. So I decided to scout around for intepretations of that dream. So here's what I've got so far:

- Peeling skin predicts a period of unhappiness that may be followed by a rewarding new relationship.
- Peeling skin represents a sloughing off of the old in order to make way for the new.
- To dream of your skin represents protection or shield of your inner self. It serves as a physical boundary and how close you let others get to you.

Oh well, I do suppose it should mean all of the above. I don't know about the first prediction though, but about how it means I'm sloughing off the old to make way for the new reminds me so much about how my nephew's going to turn out, the new addition in the family (and yes, a boy, finally!) and all of the stuff that I'm going through on my own right now. Lastly, physical boundary...hmm, yes perhaps.

I've never gotten a dream for so long...hmm.

I'm dead tired right now!! And I think I should just take a short nap..The weather's so nice to just sleep in. I feel like a bum now. Here's one reason why. I called my dad to pick me up from school when it's raining cats and dogs. And he paid for my burger too. Muahaha.

YAWN!